Tuesday, November 16, 2010

A Little Leftover Lunch/Supper to Share?

Every time I read the book of Ruth in the Bible, this story warms my heart. I like the way Ruth and Naomi are connected to each other. When we look at the cross-cultural marriage of Ruth to Naomi's son, we see Ruth, a Moabite; the people that were disliked, yet Ruth stands out as a diamond, pure, loving, gentle, caring, and humble. I almost find myself walking along with them on their way back to the land Naomi came from. I feel like I am being a fellow traveler with them.

Even as a young widow, Ruth is still looking out for her mother-in-law's interests. we see that she does not want to leave Naomi; no matter what, she is determined to be a close companion of Naomi, an elderly widow, mother-in-law, and a friend for a long time.

I find her obedient to God, to the parental authority, and the general norms of society, even at that age and in the state of being a young widow, with no hope of ever getting married, she is committed to Naomi; something so precious yet something a big part of our present culture will perhaps not grasp fully; because as in the days of Judges, and even nowadays, when majority is doing what they feel like, here we see Ruth and Boaz doing what God likes!!!!  She is ready to go wherever Naomi feels it OK to stay; she does not seem to argue that she will be better off in her own land and be able to find a job, as she spoke the language well and the place was familiar to her, her own people who were nearby and she could visit them often. No! She is choosing instead, to be Naomi's close person, more of a friend, even though coming from an Eastern culture I do know the term "you are more to me than seven sons," when a daughter or a daughter-in-law does an extraordinarily different and impacting thing, this term is often used. 

My heart went out to her fully when I read that when Boaz and his workers were nice to her and when she was offered lunch, she ate and then kept some part of that food for her dear Naomi. This is precious. We do read that she was blessed with a basket full of grains to take home but that little leftover lunch that she wanted to share with Naomi shows the depth of her love. She does want Naomi to experience the good taste that she has experienced. This impacts me more because I have two little Ruth types and one seemingly male version of Ruth around in my house. We have noticed that since their childhood, when one of our two daughters was offered some food even if it was a small portion, they will keep a part of it to come home and share with the other.

23 years ago, when I met Bharat, (my husband of 18 years at the time of writing this) he worked in an Accounts Department of a Panel Beating Company, back home in Nairobi, Kenya. In our initial meetings, even though I was working right in the downtown of the beautiful city of Nairobi, and my office was surrounded by many good restaurants, Bharat used to make a point of bringing a special egg curry that the cook at his place of work had freshly cooked for their staff. This curry used to be made at least once a week. He relished it so much that he felt he had to share it with me. He would travel with it using public transport to come downtown to bring me. I have not forgotten that. He was in love back then and so it felt kind of "normal" for "crazy" people to do that but now after many years of our very turbulent relationship it seems like in the restoring process, he brings food home from where he visits. As a self-employed independent contractor, he has to visit some of the best restaurants, as well as the fast food ones that he goes to. Whenever the shop requires him to do it alone, he brings leftover food home and shares it with us. He says he does not feel that he can enjoy it alone. (That reminded me of the Ruth personality) These incidents show the love and care that one can show. When his assignments require two folks to taste, either one of us would go with him, and whoever accompanies him brings back the leftover big portions for the one staying back at home. We thank God for blessing us with such generosity, it is nothing we can boast about but from God's good hand. Well, we thank God for such precious little things that have huge meaning behind them to bring us close to one another. As one of the major airline slogans reads, "There are more things that bring us closer than that keep us apart."

May these stories warm your heart and may you be encouraged to freely share whatever God places in your arms that you are able. (There are times to refrain from sharing like the story of the five wise and five foolish virgins so you are not depleted, so please do not feel obligated.) This is just some delightful normal sharing that is meant for the sake of kindness and not to be misused. 

in God's immeasurable love,
Kalpana.

Copyright @ Kalpana  Christian Sharma.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Fathers' Day 2010

"Any Male can be a father, but it takes great courage to let go of the ego, selfish self, and greed and be someone special- to be a Dad!"

Dads have been understood as providers, protectors, and promoters of their own little flocks, and quite rightly so. I also looked at 1 Thessalonians 2:11-12, "For you know that we dealt with each of you as a father deals with his own children, encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and glory."

Dads encourage, comfort, and challenge us to live good, holy lives. We pray that Dads will choose to be servant leaders, and not like the Gentiles who lord it over their flocks, bossing around, but rather serving, loving, and leading.

Kalpana Christian Sharma
Copyright © KC's writings 2010

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Teaching the virtue of honesty to children - "And the gift goes on.."

Teaching the Virtue of Honesty to Children.

"Providing for honest things not only in the sight of God but also in the sight of men" (2 Cor. 8:21, Rom. 12:17).

How do you teach the virtue of honesty to children? First of all, we get right with God and ask God to help us get our lives straight. Then we pray and ask God to help us carry that onto the next generation. Pray for ourselves and our kids and make it a lifetime habit, from day 1 in childhood, from infancy, we make a conscious choice to instill, talk about it, sing along, and keep training them in righteousness. Show them kids' movies that are age-appropriate to instill goodness and godliness. 

I still do enjoy as I did in the past, taking my daughters on errands that I run from time to time. A few years ago when they were barely 8 or 9 years old, I witnessed these incidences.

A friend joined us at McDonald's fast food chain; we ordered our food with kids' meals for my two girls. Little did we know that by mistake the kids' meal packs came with an extra toy. Seeing this our girls, Narita and Stuti, went right away on their own to the cashier and returned it saying, "Excuse us, but instead of one toy someone has put two toys in each of our bags by mistake, so here we want to return to you." The manager was so pleased, he treated them with ice cream cones. They refused it by saying:"No! We cannot take it." But he still insisted and gave it to them. 

Girls told me, "Mama, the man gave us ice cream cones but we didn't do it for ice cream, we did it because it was the right thing to do. It would never be right to take things that don't belong to us." Hearing that this momma's heart swelled with joy and said, "To God be the glory! Way to go, kiddos! so thankful for your obedience, my precious girls!" They make my heart swell with gratitude.

On many occasions at the Currency Exchange outlets at park district facilities, or even at laundry mart machines, I have witnessed that whenever they find an extra quarter or a toy or a candy that was mistakenly left by a previous machine user, girls know is not theirs, and they willingly, and gladly return to the owners or the person on duty. They first return the found item and then come and report to me.

I remember Narita was nearly 3 years old. She watched the Disney movie "Robinhood", and at the end of it, she came up with an opinion stating that, "Mama, it was a good movie but it was not right for Robinhood to steal from anyone whether rich or poor." When I heard this, I knew the Spirit of God was at work in this little girl's life. At 4 years old, Stuti watched a regular soap movie 'Fine Things' that she rated as not morally right. We got rid of it. While I do not much know about who sits on the censor boards when movies are released, in our homes we have 3 and 4-year-old girls who are on our censor boards; they see, perceive with moral filter and guidance, and give feedback. 

At times, they see me feeding even the faulty parking meters with quarters, as a little way to continue to be honest, and yet at other times I am humble and openly share that we don't have a cent to feed the parking meter; we pray and God provides free parking- fully paid! Transparency and dependency as well as honesty are important to talk about, see, and be a reality between parents and kids. There are times I also acknowledge how I have made mistakes, compromised, and later on found out that was not the best thing to do; so then I try and mend my ways. I thank God for the blessed Holy Spirit that speaks to us and shows us where we were wrong, or are wrong. Isn't that a beautiful thing? My girls affirm to me "Just because God our Father owns the world that does not mean we can walk into any McDonalds or any place and demand any free thing!" God bless these little souls with giant godly, good characters!

I also keep affirming to my children that I feel so privileged to be their driver-mommie, driving them around; it's an honor to be a mommie in different roles. They are special to God and to us; at times when we speed up driving, they gently remind us of the posted speed limit on roads! God has used them to keep a check on our own lives! As parents, we need to be faithful to what/whom God has entrusted to our care. And when we have done our part, we can see that God is at work. Bharat teases singing a line from Sandy Patti's song, "...and the gift goes on...", yes indeed we pass it on to the next generation the goodness of the Lord Jesus Christ that has been generously given to us.

Kalpana Christian Sharma aka KC Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Mothers' Day 2010

In USA Mothers' Day is celebrated in the month of May while in the UK it is in March. Whatever the month, mother is a special person in everyone's lives.

Mother gives us birth and right from the word go, our 1st touch, 1st language, 1st relationship, 1st nourishment, our life comes from God through a mother and a father.

While I write this, I want to say that many folks share with me about how good their relationship is with their mother or how bad it is. There are many in between as well. I pray that those who read this will read with an open mind. Regardless of how we have been treated in our lives, our mothers chose to give birth to us. If for nothing else, let us be thankful for that. The very life that we live, the bones we have, and the flesh and blood that runs through our veins, were formed by the Creator in her womb. God chose for whatever reason for our mom to be our mom. Like Margaret, a coach at a Landmark Forum said, "You need to be grateful for and to your mother for giving you birth! Anything else that comes more than that is a bonus" (1997, Landmark Forum, Nairobi, Kenya). 

I pray that the world will give more honor to mothers and assist mothers to be moms, instead of just offering adoption options, even within the Christian circle. Let us not just encourage women to give birth only, but truly empower them to be real moms; provide and assist them with tools to be one! I know kids and real moms in the longer run will be more blessed by that than taking away their God-given role and God-ordained tie unless the parent is no more in the world. Motherhood is something sacred, anyone can give birth but it is a long deep delightful commitment to be a mom. (Note: I am not totally against adoptions. There are cases where the parents are either not present, dead, or severely incapacitated, or no safe relatives are around or kids are abandoned, adoption is sacred. But I am opposed to the easy way out kind of adoption, a multimillion-dollar industry, or snatching kids from less developed countries. Hey, the economic aspect is important but you can support the good biological parents through financial assistance rather than taking kids from their good parents, culture, language, and customs. If you are financially blessed you can empower these less privileged parents and let them raise their own kids.)

In the Bible, God is portrayed as gentle as a mother and good as a father. God has both characteristics which is why God can empower us to be the moms that God knows best that our kids need.

Rejoicing with you in being a mom to the precious kids God has put in our laps, thanking God for them and for our husbands whom God used to make us moms. 

To all dedicated moms, happy and blessed is your calling: Happy Mothers' Day!

Kalpana Christian Sharma (Mrs.) ©copyright 2010

My notes on Mothers' Day of 2006

Dear fellow earth dwellers, 

These are my notes on this Mother's Day and I share them with you! May 12, 2006

Mother's Day is widely celebrated in the USA in May and in England in March. I salute many moms in the world and also in the Bible. Each one who loves God, and what difference they make in the lives of their child/ren. The one that particularly caught my attention was the Canaanite woman.

Do you know she came to the Lord Jesus and Jesus answered her not a WORD! not that, even his disciples had to tell him, "Lord, please send her away, she is really disturbing!" (to put it in today's language, "She is really being a pain!") and guess what! Jesus did not seem to pay any attention to her!

She kept pleading and we read that Jesus seems to shut her, "I was not sent to the gentiles but to the lost sheep of Israel." (dare I,  rephrase it, "to the 'Faithless' lost sheep").

She kept pleading... now notice, what Jesus says to her, "It is not right to take the meat from the children and give it to dogs!!" (OUCH!!) I know it feels so condescending, humiliating, and belittling, but hold on; let me disclose something here! All my life, before, i got this insight just a few months back, I too had kept questioning this radical answer but the minute I realized some truth about GOD, my eyes saw an amazing fact! 

First not as a mom or even as a gentile, but as a child of God, I realized God is never WRONG ever!! the Word of God can NOT be wrong! and Jesus can NOT be wrong! so I prayed, "Lord, forgive my little understanding of mind and in your own time you show me your truth!" aha! guess what I learned!

He had made that woman, and he knew her inside out, just as He knows each of us, be it Canaanite, gentile or Jew, Christians or non-Christians!! Even before Pharisees spoke, He knew their thoughts, Jesus knew this lady's faith was GREAT, greater than the faith of the Jews to whom HE was sent first!! (generally speaking!) and by no means he was belittling her! He knew a MOTHER'S HEART because He is our Heavenly Father and Mother. "Can a mother forget her child? even if she does, I will never forget you! (Isa49:15)

So he knew he was talking to a persistent, consistent, unstoppable, and persuading parent and her faith was not willing to take anything less than what she had come for! from the ONE who ALONE can give her WHAT she needed, what she came for!! she was not going to take a NO for an answer! Jesus was drawing out the words from her, words that would leave an impression on the listeners' hearts for generations to come!

So she replied; and dear one! I want you to picture this humble experience, she said, "Lord, even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from the kids' table!" and JESUS said, "GREAT is your FAITH, let it be to you as you desire" and we read, "Instantly her daughter was healed!"

Now unlike the centurion, a gentile as well, whose "servant" was sick; note not his child but his servant! and Jesus knew he was not talking to a father but a human boss! And Jesus offered to go to his house saying, "I will come to your house." Now notice because the Jews and Canaanites did NOT share any deep relationship so for that lady to come to a JEW was a big thing! This was a Roman soldier, but he also humbled and said, "Lord, I am not worthy that you should come under my roof, speak a word and I know it will be done as I am a man under authority!" wow! Jesus said, "TRULY I have NOT seen THIS FAITH in Israel."

These folks displayed humility that was accompanied or pushed by faith (faith is the gift of God, we cannot work for it). My missionary cousin, shared with me a few years back that "Every time disciples asked, 'Lord, increase our faith,' He kept emphasizing "BE humble!"

"By grace, we are saved through faith! even that is not our own, it's a gift of GOD!" Eph. 2:8-9

Would you and I humble ourselves before this GREAT ONE and take anything that comes into our lives to help us be God's faithful children, to be the kind of parent, mom, or dad that God wants us to be!!!!! not our dreams but as per divine plans! It may seem like God is pushing you at times, rejecting you, or closing the door on you, but at that time let's remember this persistent, persuasive, unstoppable Canaanite mother and see who God wants to impact through our reactions! 

I pray that this God who knows us inside out will make a difference in our lives to be such parents!

Happy Mother's Day to all those faithful moms!

Honoring faithful moms from the mother of our Lord Jesus to this Canaanite woman, to Hannah, to Susanna Wesley to Mother Teresa to any unknown mom that we have not yet heard of, and to some of us who are in the middle somewhere!

Kalpana Christian Sharma (Mrs.)
Copyright © KC's writings 2010

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Equity, Fairness, Generosity and Mercy of God!

Every time I read the passage from Mathew chapter 20, it just reaffirms and reassures me of God's compassion, fairness and justice that the world and also at times we who are his children don't understand.

As I write this blog post, I am thinking of my two employers of 14 years, over two decades ago, back home in Nairobi, Kenya. As I reflect on God's goodness, equity, fairness, generosity, and mercy. 

I worked for these two caring, good, well-established, and well-known employers who without having given any written contracts or agreements, kept their word, and not only that but they were more than generous, trusting, and giving an environment that was great to work in. They gave good salaries way before the end of the month, perks, and bonuses that were fantastic. These two well-established businessmen are persons of integrity and were like Dad figures to me and to those who worked for them; God blessed them and they in turn have blessed so many. They appreciated my hard work, zeal, and enthusiasm and entrusted me with the positions of leadership and management in their respective firms. I am thankful to God for allowing me to work with such able, shrewd, wise yet kind, and considerate bosses, namely Mr. Suresh Sofat and Mr. Baloo C Patel! I continue to pray for them and their families and bless them with all my heart. I was blessed and privileged to work for them.

Here is the word-for-word parable from the gospel of Mathew 20:

For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. 2 He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard. 3"About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. 4 He told them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.' 5 So they went. "He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing. 6 About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, 'Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?'  7" 'Because no one has hired us,' they answered. "He said to them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard.' 8"When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, 'Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.' 9"The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius. 10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12'These men who were hired last worked only one hour,' they said, 'and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.' 13"But he answered one of them, 'Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius? 14 Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you. 15 Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?'"

So let's break this down: 1st of all, the Vineyard owner goes out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. He agrees to pay them the wages for the day and sends them into the vineyard. Even if you look at the end of the passage, He keeps his promise and pays them the agreed amount. The problem was not that he did not keep his promise as they were given precisely what they had agreed on for the whole day. The problem was everyone was given equal pay whether they worked for the whole day, half a day, a few hours, or just an hour! That they felt was unfair! Even though he paid them what had agreed on. It is the latter ones who did not know how much or how little they would get. They depended on his goodness and his word. The latter ones had no contract so it was a pure blessing for them to receive the 'undeserved pay' aka the same pay as those who worked the whole day! As much as we may be outraged at that generosity, God does not function like we do and it's time we learn to accept divine Sovereignty. God is free to run the world God's way; not in a cruel way, although at times it seems like it, God is a compassionate, merciful, and just GOD, that is God's very nature. God acts as per the very good nature.

At times we think others don't deserve the goodness of God or mercy or compassion and when God shows it to them, we think God is not fair. But that is our problem because our vision is limited. God sees a view from above, a wider and a broader angle than ours, and God sees it clearly.

Let's look at this passage more clearly! The 1st batch of workers went to work early morning. He hires them and agrees to pay the day's wages. (There is a general contract) The 2nd batch was hired at about 9 am and these were standing in the marketplace, waiting to be hired. Notice: they are looking for jobs, They are in the marketplace, and we often misunderstand such! He is kind and offers them a job for the remaining hours. Notice, there is no precise offer but He does give his word to pay "whatever is right." His word was enough for their trust. (no written agreement - only His word is what they banked on) and similarly, that is how we honor God when we take the promises and believe them. 

Now back to our story in the Bible: and again at 12 noon and also at 3 pm the owner does the same thing. Have you noticed the desperate job seekers? perhaps yes, perhaps no, but this vineyard owner had the heart and eyes for such desperate job seekers who were persistent, patient, and persevering. They did not seem to give up even when not hired till more than half the day was over. This is what the Vineyard owner seems to notice and sends them to work in his vineyard. They do not question how much will they be paid nor do they doubt his goodness. (Do I live like this?)

Now this is a deal. Check this out: At 5 pm, he still finds others waiting, standing. Hello! Talk about perseverance, patience, and hope! At the 11th hour, even if someone is hired they will get very little as the day is almost over. But they were willing even for whatever little they could get. That is remarkable. As per the world's way of looking at it, to some, it might seem, that they had wasted their day, standing in the marketplace, (one may conclude they were not good enough, their resumes were not stellar nor their skills stood out, but God saw a different scenario and that is what matters!) They did not waste time, they were hopefully waiting to be hired even at the 11th hour!!! Do I quit easily or do I wait on God? This is what we don't notice but the vineyard owner seemed to! Catch this, they obey and take him at his word, they don't question: What's the point? what will I work in less than one hour and how much will I take home with me? The biggest question of today, "What's in it for me?" was not something they seemed to bargain for. They just seem to take that last hour of a job! This unquestionable obedience seems to please the vineyard owner. 

A note: Worse comes to worse, perhaps the hopeful workers knew the Hebrew Bible rule that “‘When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and for the foreigner residing among you. I am the Lord your God.’” (Lev.23:22) 

Maybe they knew that if nothing else they could glean some leftover grains to take and feed their waiting families. They will be able to bring something home. 

We can see that when it comes time to pay, the owner calls his accountant and asks him to pay those very last ones 1st. I see that they did not question, they had no agreements, they just depended on his goodness and trusted him and that pleased him AS MUCH as those who had lawful agreement of the whole day's wage from the morning. He still keeps his promise and pays them their due but he also wants us to learn to be merciful as God is merciful and those who only depended on their hard work missed that point. (They compared their privilege of being hired to work hard and long hours to other workers and felt it was unfair. The owner is seen as having compassion and seems to have compared their agreed-upon trust to those who without any question had chosen to trust him for 'whatever he felt was right' amount and they went away blessed!) It almost feels like 'God gives the best to those who fully trust and leave choice to God." It does not mean that since God is generous we should not work hard, and just depend on him passively. No, whatever God calls us to do, we must do. Wait or work! Both will be honored by God! God causes one to wait and one to work. All are from God's good hands!

God is responsibly free to exercise wisdom in giving what seems fit. Also, at times when we have jobs or things under control, we think we earned it, we think we made it happen, not knowing they got the jobs in the morning because the owner hired them. Like my very close friend Lilly Cooper says, "Our very breath belongs to God"; and if God did not give us talents, time, tact, or strength, we would not even be alive, or working, let alone boast only about "our achievements".

The Bible also says, "God resists the proud but gives grace to the humble" (James 4:6, 8-10).  This parable seems consistent with that verse.

For those who are employed during this difficult time of recession, let us thank God that it is divine mercy and grace that is allowing us to continue to work, not due to our own merits. We can lose it anytime, as promotions and demotions are uncertain and come from the hand of our good GOD; and let us be merciful to those who have no jobs.

For those who have no jobs and are struggling, or are under-employed, keep standing in the marketplace, and trust GOD; when your turn comes, it may be at the 11th hour but God will repay even for trying and waiting to work. Whether you get paid for waiting the whole day or working the whole day, it is all a blessing. Our job is to wait on the LORD! Trust and remember that God who "owns cattle on a thousand hills" will provide all that we need. God knows our needs and has promised to meet them. Let us not be anxious about anything.... when we seek God's kingdom and righteousness, these things are added to us as a bonus! (let's keep the main thing, the main thing). 

And for those of us who have hearts and eyes to see the hand of the Lord in the lives of precious people, let us continue to encourage, appreciate, and honor good men and women in our lives. It is my prayer that all these good people will sense God's divine presence in their lives and see how they have contributed to being part of the kingdom of God as they continue to be a blessing and a true testimony of God's equity, fairness, generosity, and mercy!

Kalpana Christian Sharma
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010 (no part of this writing be used in part or full without prior permission from the author.)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

He is risen indeed! Because Jesus lives.......

Resurrection Sunday - 2010

This day is widely known as Easter Sunday. On Good Friday we reflect on the Cross and the death. On Sunday we reflect on the Resurrection but on Saturday? Saturday is quiet and a day of rest as the Jewish calendar marks it as Sabbath Day!

Jesus lived and He showed Himself to many after His resurrection; nearly 500 people. 

"Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?” (1Co 15:43–55 NLT). How wonderful; His resurrection for guarantees ours!

He is risen, He is risen indeed!

"We serve a risen Saviour who's in the world today! we know that He is living whatever men may say! we see His hand of mercy, we hear His voice of cheer, and just the time we need him, HE is always here!"

"Because He lives, we can face tomorrow! Because we know He holds the future, and life is worth the living just because HE lives!"

Resurrection gives hope, He resurrects everything and brings new life.

Joyous Resurrection Day!

Kalpana Christian Sharma (Mrs.)
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Friday, April 2, 2010

Good Friday, 2010 -

Jesus faced loneliness and longed for human company, feeling overwhelmed with anxiety, yet stayed put and chose to die a shameful death. Angels strengthened Him while he was deserted. 

"Milele Shukurani"- translated from Swahili would be "Eternally grateful"
 kalpana Christian Sharma
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Being Clean and Staying Clean

It is a hard thing to come out of bad habits, and it is even harder to stay out of bad habits. On a spiritual note, God takes us out of sin in a moment but taking sin out of our lives takes a lifetime. Daily we need God's grace in ample supply to keep us on the narrow and disciplined path. We need JESUS to help us clean our hands and feet daily even when we have had a bath. That is why JESUS told Peter, "Those who have had baths don't need another shower but they just need to get rid of the dust that settles in every day."

There is a story that Dr. Erwin Lutzer, the senior pastor at Moody Church reminds us from time to time about a Sculptor who was sculpting an art piece of an elephant's figure. Someone asked him what he was doing; he replied, "I am chipping away all that is not an elephant and keeping all that is an elephant." Similarly, God is chipping away all that is not Jesus from our lives and keeping all that is Jesus-like. We are being conformed to the likeness of the One who alone is perfect, clean, and pure.  

John 13: 5-11 "He (Jesus) riseth from supper, and laid aside his garments, and took a towel, and girded himself. After that, he poureth water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them with the towel wherewith he was girded. Then cometh he to Simon Peter: and Peter saith unto him, Lord, dost thou wash my feet? Jesus answered and said unto him, What I do thou knowest not now; but thou shalt know hereafter.  Peter saith unto him, Thou shalt never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, If I wash thee not, thou hast no part with me. Simon Peter saith unto him, Lord, not my feet only, but also my hands and my head.  Jesus saith to him, He that is washed needeth not save to wash his feet, but is clean every whit: and ye are clean, but not all."

It is a good practice to continually introspect and ask God what do I need to get rid of today? Maybe thought life, some speech issues, attitude, ungodly living, addictions? materialism? physically, spiritually, mentally, financially, relational, or deep within? and then request in faith: "I want to be clean, cleanse me, Lord!"


Kalpana Christian Sharma, © copyright kcswritings

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Staying Connected - Learning Through Kids' Games

In 2008 I was teaching a Vacation Bible School in one of the churches in the Chicago Suburbs.  I want to briefly share something that I learned on the 1st day that I saw kids playing games.

It was about friendship knots. We form a circle of 4 or 5 people. Hold the hand of the person not next to you but one after the next, i.e. of every other person. The fun part is then to twist in and out of the circle, up and down within the radii of hands, jump, and come out without letting go of anyone's hands - that way untangling is easy!

This is how at times, in life we hold on, and how in turn need to reach out to one another. The thing that I learned as they played the game was: Holding on, not letting go, and yet the goal is to sort out the tangles within. We did a great job many times again and again, and I thought if only we as adults could learn to untangle our messes with each other and our friends without letting go of our hands -without losing our connections with each other, by our love the world will know that we belong to Christ.  Biblically speaking..isn't this what we are called to? Relationships will improve our communities and the world because while being connected we choose to untangle the messes...sort out differences as they come. 

Please note this does not mean that we put up with the abuses in any relationship. In manipulative, abusive relationships, and where powerplay is present distancing is a safe and healthy thing to do. No one is to impose any forgiveness, reconnection, or reconciliation aspect on anyone. We need time to heal and be safe. 

The connection and untangling are meant for a non-abusive and mutually beneficial relationship where talking about differences in a healthy way is possible and there is an understanding that we can agree to disagree and mean no harm. 

Stay connected,

Kalpana Christian Sharma(Mrs.) Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

What Can We Do Without? Simple living.

Having lived in Nairobi, Kenya, East Africa, for many years, and having worked in the air travel industry, camping was a part of life that we all enjoyed. Camping experience reminds us of the things that are temporal.

Few months back, I was pondering on this thought even as I saw my daughters' backpacks; from time to time they go for their youth camp trips. I  learned that for preparing to go on a camping trip, we usually make a list of what we must carry with us and quite rightly so; but when you flip the coin and see the other side of it, at times, a thought crosses my mind, its not "what I must take with me but what can I really do without?" matters. Have you ever made a list of what can we do without? it would be a great checklist. Authentically speaking, there is a lot of stuff that we can really do without.

So now if we focus on that thought and did the same thing with our daily living, and while making a list of what we must buy, what if we make a list of things that we really don't need and can do without? I guess in these days of hard economy that would be a great way to live life with contentment, look at life, and praise GOD in ALL circumstances..always rejoicing as Paul says.

So where is our identity? is it in the stuff that we own? or the cars we drive? the homes we live in, the latest electronic device that we possess? or the community we associate with? 

Someone has said, 'We buy things we don't need to with the money that we don't have, to impress the people we don't know." May I dare to add, "and we incur debts that we sometimes seldom recover from?" One kids' song from A Kiddie-Viddie video song series says, "Little is much if God is in it" and 1 Timothy 6:6 reminds us. "Godliness with contentment is a great gain."

I dare to add to this quote from a great Indian poet Rabindranath Tagore that was reiterated in one of the Hindi movies, "Bawarchi: "It is so simple to be happy but it is so very difficult to be simple."

Would you give simple living a try?

Kalpana Christian Sharma (Mrs.)
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Love - from a perspective

This writing is from the year 2006
Wish you a very Happy Valentine's Day... a day that the world celebrates as what it knows as love..

I read that "In the game of tennis, 'love' means nothing, in a relationship, love means everything."(Harold Sala)

I am amazed as I read the 1st Corinthians chapter 13, "the love chapter", saying, so profoundly that if you have all knowledge and are all in all, and are full of power, and all that you can think of, and if we give up our bodies to be burnt up for what we stand up for, and even if we are so kind even to give all our goods to the poor, but IF we have no love... WE ARE NOTHING... 

ouch!!!! that is so powerful.

and in the end, it says, now abide these three, faith, hope, and love but the greatest of these is love...

I am also learning that love is a CHOICE rather than a feeling...we choose to love. 

I am glad that there is one day we can celebrate (though it should be an everyday event) but just one day set aside to acknowledge and express Love.

so, we need to "LOVE THE LORD OUR GOD WITH ALL OUR HEARTS, WITH ALL OUR SOULS, WITH ALL OUR MIGHT AND WITH ALL OUR STRENGTH AND LOVE OUR NEIGHBORS AS OUR SELVES!"

"Beloved, let us love one another, for the love is of GOD and every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God, he that loveth NOT, knoweth not God for God is love"...1st John four seven and eight...

Kalpana Christian Sharma (Mrs.)
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Humbling before God and learning from HIM..

These are some of my old writings that lift me up at times when I read, and I want to encourage readers as well. This was written on October 15th, 2005---

The Bible says, "Humble Yourselves under the mighty hand of God that in due time, he may lift us up." (higher and higher and he will lift us up) You and I have sung this chorus many times but recently I understood that in today's fast-paced world where success counts and being aggressive and being numero uno/#1 is the deal, the self that is so glorified comes in between us and God, as that self is so much against God! Even pride dresses up as false humility. 

While with God, humility is what counts. The Bible says God inhabits eternity, (can you imagine that? eternity?) and yet, (watch this) He lives in the hearts of those who are humble!

I also learned that it says to humble Yourself. God expects us to humble ourselves before He brings circumstances to humble us.

The qualification to come to Jesus is "all who are weary and with heavy burden...come to me and I will give you rest..." Isn't this qualification different? I mean the world looks at your resume, your success, your ability what you can boast about 'you'!! while Jesus says, come as you are, with your inadequacy...with your heavy yoke..' As I heard someone preach, "Ground is always leveled at the foot of the cross!"

It has been a long since I played my guitar. This week, after many years, I picked up my guitar, and in the quietness of hours, I played this chorus. I have sung it many times but singing it alone, not to anyone but to GOD, tears rolled down my cheeks as I sang with the meaning, humbling myself before God....that led me to sing this lovely hymn, I know it will bring tears to your eyes as you sing alone before God! Please take a few moments to sing and ponder upon the words written by Benjamin M Ramsey in 1919 as follows:

"Teach me Thy way O Lord! Teach me thy way, Thy gracious aid afford, teach me thy way, help me to walk aright, MORE BY FAITH, less by sight, lead me with heavenly light, teach me thy way.

When doubts and fear arise, teach me thy way, when storms overspread the skies, teach me thy way.
Shine through the clouds and rain, through sorrow, toil, and pain, make thou my pathway plain, teach me thy way.

When I am sad at heart, teach me thy way, when earthy joys depart, teach me thy way,
In hours of loneliness, in times of dire distress, in failure or success, teach me thy way...

Long as my life shall last, teach me thy way, where ever my lot be cast, teach me thy way..
until the race is run, until the journey is done, until the crown is won... TEACH ME THY WAY..."

Have a blessed Lord's Day tomorrow!
Kalpana
Copyright © KC's Writings 2010

Friday, February 12, 2010

Cross of Christ - 2

While I ponder about the Cross of Christ, 'the sacrificing pole' that we are commanded to carry daily and follow Jesus, I am reminded of a great truth learned from a gentle, Brahmin, Hindu family in Nairobi, Kenya, who owned a confectionery (an Indian sweet shop);  we would talk about religion when we visited their shop.

This was in the 1980s when Dad used to tutor their ready-to-go-to-college son in Physics and Mathematics. Dad and I used to witness to this family about Christ. One day they shared with Dad, saying "Do you know why we really adore the Cross of Christ so much? The reason being - the Cross of Christ shows you to deny the 'I' and self." They so simply showed the crossing out of the vertical line from top to bottom by the horizontal line from left to right! That means he said, No to the big 'I', the selfish I... without making it an idol, have you tried to draw a cross and see how much of I and selfishness we are called to cancel out?

I know some theologians will disagree with me that Christ did not die on the cross but on the pole, on a tree, yes that is true, but the Cross is widely known today as the symbol of Christianity. Without making it an idol or a statue, or like fascinating stuff that most movie stars and singers wear on their necks and ears, can we use the available resources, anything and everything to talk of his torturous death. 

Lord, help me to love you with ALL my heart, all my soul, all my strength, and all my mind...to crucify me, my self, and 'I' daily, on the sacrificing pole that I am to carry and to let the beauty of Jesus shine through me...

Kalpana Christian Sharma

Copyright © KC's Writings, 2010

Cross of Christ- 1

Have you ever wondered, if the word 'cross' has different meanings in the English language? There is a crossing cross, a plus sign cross, an x letter cross, a cross of Lorraine, or a term used as cross my heart (promise to give) or someone being cross with us.  Here I am talking about the Cross of JESUS Christ that the Bible talks about. Recently a lady belonging to a Jehova's Witnesses denomination pointed out to me the real meaning of that cross translated into my own mother tongue, Gujarati language from the State of Gujarat in India. The cross means 'Vadh-Stumbh' the literal meaning 'The Pole of Sacrifice' - the Cross of Jesus as used in the holy Bible in Gujarati language. I was surprised with joy even though it is my mother tongue and I grew up with it, little had I paid attention to that. The reason? At this grown-up stage, I am trying to comprehend that Jesus calls us to carry our Pole of Sacrifice and follow him...to put it in easier terms like the famous Indian movie would have its heroes and brave folks say in lines such as..."Sir pey Kafan bandh key chaltey hey"(we walk carrying the coffin cloth on our head, meaning we are ever-ready to die).

I asked myself, Do I carry my Cross, my pole of Sacrifice, and live like that for CHRIST every day? It is a big question! We are called by Him to do that. Denying self and following him; being a living sacrifice as Romans 12 says!

Vadh-stumbh (Vadh no Stumbh) the pole of Sacrifice! To die to selfishness and sin, to comforts that call my name, the fun and cultural values, TV and movies that allure us; to die to that, to die to be the person who is totally in charge and in control, and let God be the King and in charge of our lives, and help us handle all aspects of our life HIS way! To die to prestige, fame, and what more than a line from one of Issac Watts' songs that goes like, "When I survey the wondrous cross on which the price of Glory died...Forbid it LORD that I should boast, save in the cross of Christ my LORD, all the VAIN THINGS THAT CHARM ME MOST, I SACRIFICE THEM TO HIS BLOOD...(carry our vadh-stumbhs and follow him...) like Paul says, I must decrease and HE must increase in me!!

LORD Jesus, Help us carry our vadh-stumbhs (poles of sacrifice) and follow you.

Kalpana Christian Sharma
Copyright © KC's Writings, 2010

Job and his honorable behaviour towards women- just like Lord Jesus'

Job 42: 12 "So the LORD blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses. He had also seven sons and three daughters. And he called the name of the first, Jemima; and the name of the second, Kezia; and the name of the third, Kerenhappuch. And in all the land were no women found so fair as the daughters of Job: and their father gave them inheritance among their brethren. After this lived Job a hundred and forty years, and saw his sons, and his sons' sons, even four generations. So Job died, being old and full of days."--

I have read the book of Job's many times and every time I see something new and exciting. This time I saw how wonderfully he treated women; his wife, his daughters, and other women. Even though many folks in many cultures look down on women and do not treat them justly, we see a difference in the above scenario from the ending chapter of Job. Many people say that in the old cultures, women were not treated well, as true as that is, I also see that there are recorded scenarios in that few godly, respectful men did treat women well. By all means, I am for the biblical womanhood that is submissive to God's Word and strong and that is why I want to support women to continue to trust God despite what the cultures, communities, and general attitudes dictate to them, putting women down merely because they are women. It is not news for anyone to know that especially in India many girl children are aborted merely and ONLY because the parents and families wanted a boy and the pregnancy reveals that the child is a girl. In my childhood, I heard stories of newly born girls that were drowned in the milk while being bathed. Because we have seen and witnessed daughters being mistreated or made to feel like second-class citizens compared to their sons, we take a stand for girls!

Well, let me say in this current century, my family and I have had an opportunity to attend some huge baby showers where men, women, and children were all present as some of these functions are attended by huge crowds on a social note (nearly a few hundred!) We witnessed something that has remained in my memory. We firmly believe that there should NOT be any biased view or difference of opinion when it comes to welcoming whoever the new child God chooses to give. It is by divine good choice. But during one of the interacting sessions, the master of the ceremony asked a question to all seated. Now mind you these are all living in the 21st century, high upper class, good-looking, 'nice' families and we would 'expect' them to welcome and treat a boy or a girl with the same equality mindset. Sadly, when she asked a question to raise hands to indicate how many thought and hoped that our pregnant friend would have a boy, a super great number of hands went up with lots of hurrahs! This was her first child. But the surprising thing to note was when she asked a question how many would think and wish that it was a girl! None raised their hands or hurrayed except the four of us (my husband, our two daughters, and I). So yes, even in today's culture a lot could be desired in the area of respect and acceptance of a girl child and/or genuine respect for women in general.

My pastor's wife back home in Nairobi shared with me that one day a man refused to take a ride that she offered purely on the basis that it was from a woman and he would not accept a ride from a woman, regardless of how desperate he was. And as recent as now, a husband to a friend of mine in this era and decade here would not accept a ride from a female driver, even today. I do not even need to mention that he does not treat his wife or daughter respectfully. There are cases of friends/relatives who have been bottled up in fear so they do not want to learn to drive at any cost. 

In many cases, one can see that often religion is also used to put women in a different category. Once, a counseling believer lady friend pointed out to me that, "Spiritual abuse is a worse humiliation when people misuse Scriptures to make women feel inferior. These women should be encouraged to read God's Holy Word and discern what the deep genuine heart of God the Father really is about, especially when it comes to His daughters!"

When GOD restored all to Job, notice how the Bible records it. He had seven sons and three daughters. Now see how much of info is given on daughters compared to info on his sons, in the culture that looked down on women. This is the biblical womanhood that I am talking about. Straight from the Father's heart. Job displayed what God would do. The names of his daughters are given, their beauty is praised, and the inheritance given along with their brothers is recorded. They are co-heirs with the sons and that is precisely how JESUS treated women and spoke of them in his sermons and preaching. He honors women and offers them the same eternal inheritance. 1 Peter 3 talks about wives being co-heirs of grace.

One of the many things recorded shows God in Job's life and His character is displayed well. Notice, that this man Job honored women and their purity. He said in Job 31: 1, "I made a covenant with mine eyes; why then should I think upon a maid?" To Job, women were not an eye-candy, objects, or just a child that needed to be raised! No! Job in line with honoring God, honored God's girls similarly. 

Job respected his own wife by not deceiving her, or betraying her faith. He honored other women and treated them as valued daughters of God, and he treated his own daughters equal to his sons and as precious gifts from God!

Women of God, our GOD is a God of compassion, and equality, contrary to what any culture imposes on us or wants us to believe or however they treat us. Like Dr. Erwin Lutzer's book title reads, "JESUS, lover of a Woman's Soul", you can read in the Bible how Jesus treated women and how He cares for us even today and knows how we feel; He encourages, supports, and empowers.

Recently, I read on a blog that restated how Jesus used a poor old widow's offering of 2 mites to challenge the most learned and wealthy congregation, how he used a despised and stoned woman to show the sin of their own hearts and hypocritical attitude! In a culture where women's testimony was not even counted as valid, Jesus revealed himself in his resurrected body to women followers. (Many women witnessed this firsthand!) Jesus entrusted these godly women with the huge task of telling this historical event to others. Jesus' earthly ministry was funded by a group of women who supported it from their own meager earnings. He used a persistent widow's pleas to teach a lesson to his disciples to continue to pray. On three different occasions, women anointed Jesus with the most expensive perfumes and each time he had something awesome to talk about these generous women. One was a "sinner" who came crying and he forgave her many sins and taught a lesson to the host, Simon the leper. Six days before Passover it was the Mary of Bethany anointing Jesus in her home where she lived with Martha her sister and her brother Lazarus who was raised from the dead. Then two days before an unknown woman came to anoint Jesus and even though the disciples were indignant, Jesus clearly stated to leave her alone because she had done a beautiful thing, and that wherever the gospel was preached what she did would be told in memory of her. During his journey through Samaria, He opened up a spiritual conversation with a woman who had had 5 husbands. Jesus made sinners feel welcomed enough to come to him but uncomfortable enough with sin within, uncomfortable enough that they confess sins, repent thereof, give up those sins, and accept his forgiveness - making a 180-degree turn in life. And he offers hope and strength to live a pure and holy life.

Learn from Jesus to maneuver your heartache, your pain that no one even cares to know. His life empowers and sets us free to live as a victor in a culture that makes us feel like a victim! 

Copyright © KC's Writings, 2010/edited in April 2013.
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